“The big question”

“ The big question is whether you are going to be able to say a hearty yes to your adventure “
Joseph Campbell









Yes!
That is what has been bouncing around in my head. Bouncing around in anticipation of beginning my journey along the Camino de Santiago. This journey, this adventure, as a “peregrino” will begin at Saint-Jean-Pied-de-Port. Situated on the French side of the Pyrenees, this ancient village is the starting point for the Camino France’s. A 780km trek to Santiago de Compostela.

The idea of a “hearty yes” has only been tempered by the question asked of all “peregrinos”. What is the motivation for this endeavor? Religious , religious and other or other? The answer to this question will determine the type of Compostela (certificate) issued to me at the end of my journey. The true Compostela or a simpler certificate.

I suppose I’ve been searching for the answer to that question much longer then I’ve known of the Camino.

When I first learned of the Camino de Santiago I had only a slight interest in the “why”. It was the “what” that caught my attention. The “what”, being the act of traveling to Europe and walking over 500 miles along a path that has existed for centuries. Now, as the start of my Camino draws closer, the “why” has become more prominent in my thoughts. It has become clearer to me, my adventure is to experience the Camino in its truest sense. As a “peregrino” in search of his relationship with God. To be clear, my relationship with God has had its moments. Moments of understanding and love. Moments of misunderstandings and loss.
But, I’ve never abandoned the search.

As a boy, I was a curious catholic. Unfortunately, not as curious about the Bible or God, as I was of the worshippers who sat around me. Of particular interest were the hand full of little old men, who seemed to have been touched by God. They would arrive by themselves, taking a knee in a pew at the rear or far edges of the church. It was evident, at least to me, that as they prayed silently, a light shined directly upon them. There was a gentle sense of being and belonging. I assumed then and believed for many years years after, that thru osmosis, I too would be touched. One day, I would be a little old man, touched by God. All that was needed, was to show up in church every so often to make sure the door was still open. I now realize it takes a bit more then just showing up.

So, it is then that I chose to live this adventure and my life with a “hearty yes”. Let me be the first to say that like St. Thomas the Apostle, I am a believer with doubts. Doubts about my faith, doubts about the faith of others and doubts about myself. But, just as in life, the Camino doesn’t demand that I find all the answers, it only asks that I provide a “hearty yes” to seeking. Seeking an understanding, seeking the adventure.

I will be sharing this adventure with all who wish to take an interest. Please read and follow my journey and share your thoughts with me.

Backpack is ready, tomorrow it begins with a flight to Paris.......










“Buen Camino”
“G” on the Camino

Location:Camino France’s

Life’s plan

“We must let go of the life we have planned, so as to accept the one that is waiting for us”
Joseph Campbell
Minutes away from boarding Air France flight to Paris. The beginning of my Camino de Santiago. Like all the peregrinos before me, I do not claim the Camino as my own, only the journey. Many things have been running around endlessly in my mind. Old questions, new answers, old worries, new hopes, old failures, new dreams. Sitting in airports awaiting flights have always caused me to reflect on life. Perhaps the idle time aided by a double Jack Daniel’s. I’ve been moving toward this adventure for quite some time now, I would guess all my life.
I can remember sitting out in my old mans Chevy Impala on a rainy day. The sound of the rain drops, the constant beat, the resonating tranquility. Reading Huck Finn, knowing then, I needed to be on an adventure. There had to be more for me. Even then, 10 years old.

I ran across a line in Ernest Hemingway’s, The Sun Also Rises.
“Going to another country doesn’t make any difference. I’ve tried all that.
You can’t get away from yourself by moving from one place to another.
There’s nothing to that”

Perhaps Hemingway’s, character, “Jake” was correct. The attainment of answers, the fulfillment of hopes and dreams, aren’t to be found in another country. But, what if on the flight to Paris, or on the TGV to Saint Jean Pied de Port, or the first steps along the Camino, I find an inkling of who I am. Isn’t that inkling of understanding worth the journey. I am not a “peregrino” in search of complete answers or fulfillment of hopes and dreams. But, i am willing to let go of all the plans and accept the inkling of understanding that awaits.

Taking that first step, accepting the risk, but also rejoicing in the moment, the reward of the awaiting journey. That is the ,”why” of my Camino.

Here is to letting go of all that is planned and rejoicing in all that awaits.

“Isn’t pretty to think so?”
Ernest Hemingway, The Sun Also Rises

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Bien Camino
“G” on the Camino de Santiago

Location:SFO